What do you do when you feel snubbed from society?

I hate to sound harsh, but the sooner you stop the pity party the sooner things will improve. You act as though life is over for you. Go back to school and improve your lot in life. Get out and make friends. Take pride in yourself and so will others. So many have been through so much more than you and kept going. You need to get your mind off of yourself and onto something productive. I think you keep rehashing how 'hard you've had it' with your mom. This serves no purpose at all, except to keep you down. As long as you're alive, all things are possible. Don't you know how lucky you are?